Dear Missionary Lady,
Greetings in the name of our patient God. If He were not
longsuffering, who could stand? Yet He knows our human frailty and struggles,
and He bears long with us and continually reassures us.
I love the psalms of Asaph. He is so honestly and vulnerably
human; he reveals the depths of his struggles and then talks himself back to
truth. Psalm 77 is one of those encounters. Asaph was in a difficult time. He
talks about "the day of my trouble" (v. 2), "my sore ran in the
night, and ceased not" (v. 2), "my soul refused to be comforted"
(v. 2), "my spirit was overwhelmed" (v. 3), "I am so troubled
that I cannot speak" (v. 4), and inability to sleep (v. 4).
In this time of intense struggle, Asaph's mind was not idle.
He was thinking, specifically about the past and how things used to be (v. 5).
His soul was not idle. He was searching his inner depths, diligently seeking
for answers (v. 6).
In this intense time of asking and searching, Asaph asked
some hard questions. "Will the Lord cast off for ever? and will he be
favourable no more? Is his mercy clean gone for ever? doth his promise fail for
evermore? Hath God forgotten to be gracious? hath he in anger shut up his
tender mercies?" (vs. 7-9).
Wow. It is a rare Christian who has never been in a similar
spot. When things get very rough, and when they continue that way for an
extended time, we find ourselves asking those deep and dark questions. In
essence, has God abandoned me? Won't He ever come back and help me again?
The questions are tied to the character of God: His mercy,
His promises, His graciousness, His tender mercies. In order for God to abandon
His children, His character would have to change. Is that possible?
Emphatically, no. God does not change and cannot change. He continues to be
merciful, gracious, and tender. He continues to keep His promises.
What, then, is the answer when we can't see God's character
with our observations? We must, like Asaph, see God's character through the
recorded history of His actions. In vs. 10-12, Asaph determines three times to
remember ("the years of the right hand of the most High," "the
works of the LORD," "thy wonders of old"); he also determines to
meditate on God's works and to talk of His doings.
This determination starts an extended section in which Asaph
remembers who God really is. He recalls the recorded ways of history in which
God had shown His character. While I'm sure Asaph could have remembered God's
past work in his own life, he looked back further. God was not just Asaph's
God; God is bigger than that. So Asaph looked at the bigger picture of God.
There is no one as great as God (v. 13). He does wonders (v.
14). He has shown His strength to His people (v. 14). He redeemed Israel (v.
15). He exercised control over the waters (v. 16). He controlled the weather
(v. 17). His power in nature made the earth tremble (v. 18). He controls the
oceans in unfathomable ways (v. 19). He led Israel out of captivity (v. 20).
As Asaph considered these facts of reality and history, his
questions were answered. Obviously, God is faithful to His people. Obviously,
God works mightily on their behalf. God does show mercy. He does keep His
promises. He is gracious, and He does show His tender mercies. The history of
Israel and Israel's deliverance from Egypt, in particular, reveal all these
things.
If God was that way for Israel, and if God doesn't change,
then Asaph's conclusion (although he does not state it overtly) has to be that
God is still that way for him. And our conclusion has to be the same. God has
not changed. There may be dark spells in our lives, times when the blessing of
God is hidden from our eyes, but He is the same God. We can trust Him and wait
on Him. We can have confidence that He is working and will continue to work.
When we are in times of deep trouble and distress, we (like
Asaph) ask questions that are already effectively answered. Our questions of
doubt cannot be. If we would think and remember, which is what Asaph did, we would
know that. In the depths of our hearts, we know the truth. We just have to
remind ourselves and reattach ourselves to the reliable anchors of that
unshakeable foundation.
God won't forget and He won't fail. He can't. No matter what
is happening in your life and ministry, may you remember and cling to that
truth. God bless you, my friends.
Love in Christ,
Peggy Holt
member at Open Door Baptist Church in Lebanon, PA
www.pressingontohigherground.blogspot.com
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