Dear Missionary Lady,
Greetings in the name of our superintending God. Recently my
thoughts were prompted in this direction when we sang the following hymn in
church.
"Someday life's journey will be o'er/ And I shall reach
that distant shore./ I'll sing while ent'ring Heaven's door,/ 'Jesus led me all
the way.'
Jesus led me all the way,/ Led me step by step each day;/ I
will tell the saints and angels/ As I lay my burdens down,/ 'Jesus led me all
the way.'
If God should let me there review/ The winding paths of
earth I knew,/ It would be proven clear and true/ Jesus led me all the way."
As we sang, especially that second verse about the
"winding paths of earth," I thought that I could never have imagined
all the twists of the many steps on my path. As young people, we are naive. We
have this idea that God's will is one unchangeable thing - that we will
graduate college and then find a job or ministry that will take us through the
rest of our lives. I suppose some people have ambitions and see each job as
preparation for the next job, but even then, they have a career path that
stretches out like one unified and orchestrated road.
In many ways it would be nice to have that continuity,
stability, and familiarity. It would be nice to continue in one place long
enough to see long-term results and visible growth and to establish lasting
relationships. That might happen for a few people, but I don't think it's very
typical. Personally, when I enter a job (or ministry, in particular), I have
the idea that I will do it until I die or am too old to continue. That isn't
the path God has chosen for me.
Like many of you, my life has been a series of unexpected
changes. I knew my first job out of college was just temporary until God
directed me to the mission field. When I went to Mexico, I expected that to be
my life work, but it lasted only three-and-a-half years. God then unexpectedly
led me back to college to get my teaching degree. The next step was logical. He
led me to a good school that I loved and where I expected to spend the rest of
my life, but after six-and-a-half years, that door decisively closed against
all my efforts to hold it open. At age forty, I was starting over, but it took
over a year-and-a-half of waiting before a new path opened. Finally, I found a
new school where surely I would teach until I retired. But, no. In an
unexpected and puzzling move, God closed that door after only one year.
I've been in a secular job for seven years since then, and I
don't completely understand that, although I do see it as God's clear leading.
In essence, God has changed the entire focus of my ministry from full-time,
vocational ministry to free-time, volunteer ministry. I still serve Him in
various ways as He directs, but nothing like what I expected my life to be. I
was recently contemplating the twists of my life's course, and I realized that
as God clearly led in the past into teaching, He has just as clearly led me out
of teaching and in other directions.
We don't always know the "why" of the changes. The
changes may not be our preference. But whether it be a new church, new ministry
partner, new location, new country, new type of ministry, new mission board, or
new whatever else, we can know that God is guiding and superintending.
God does guide. "Thou shalt guide me with thy counsel,
and afterward receive me to glory" (Psalm 73:24). "In all thy ways
acknowledge him, and he shall direct thy paths" (Proverbs 3:6). When God
takes us in a new direction, He isn't making a mistake.
God gives us answers when we seek Him. During one of my
transition times, I took a brief trip designed to obtain answers to several specific
questions about my future direction. I prayed for God's guidance, and He gave
it, although not with any of the answers I was hoping for. His answers were
clear, however, and my prayers for guidance were definitely answered. Clear answers
from God are far more important than our preferred answers, and my gratitude
for His unmistakable guidance prompted the following poem.
Praise to the God of Answers
No answer that God does not know -/ No mystery is beyond His
ken./ For He has planned each course just so,/ Both what will come and what has
been./ Oh, praise to God who knows it all./ In gratitude I humbly fall.
This knowing God can also show/ His answers unto seeking men/
So they can know the path to go./ He lets them know what, where, and when./ Oh,
praise to God who shows to me./ My thanks to Him each day shall be.
His answers are worked out also./ Effective power He will
send/ To do what from His mind did flow./ His plans succeed once and again./ Oh,
praise to God who works it out./ My feet can follow without doubt.
If your life has taken multiple turns, you can know that God
directed each one. If you are in a time of transition, even if it's the tenth
one of your ministry, you can rest assured that God is superintending. If a
change unexpectedly arises in the near future, then also can have confidence
that God knew all about it and worked to bring it about. Will you understand?
Maybe not. Will it be your preference? Maybe not that either. But can you trust
and follow the God who directed? Absolutely. And some day you will look back
and gratefully declare, "Jesus led me all the way."
Love in Christ,
Peggy Holt
member at Open Door Baptist Church in Lebanon, PA
www.pressingontohigherground.blogspot.com
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